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i am: a complex person, despite people's beliefs


i think: when i should be sleeping


i know: how lucky i am, even if i continually forget this


i want: a degree, house, and warm feet


i dislike: people not using blinkers, wet clothes, cotton balls, screaming children, crying children, mustard, onions, seafood


i fear: i am not perfect


i feel: that i don't meet the expectations of others or myself


i hear: toddler chatter and babbling baby talk


i smell: chocolate...i need to find the source ;)


i crave: chocolate now, but lasagna really sounds good


i cry: everyday for some reason whether justified or not, could be a movie, could be something sweet (or not) my children did etc...i am a very emotional person


i usually: spend too much time on the computer/online



i search: using google...my favorite online search engine



i wonder: why i was blessed to have my two beautiful babies


i regret: finding and eating the chocolate and not enjoying life in the moment


i love: my family and little moments of happiness


i care: too much (as my husband would say) about everyone ahead of myself and what they think of me



i always: forget to close drawers


i try: to please everyone


i worry: about things that I don't need to



i am not: perfect by anymeans


i remember: dating and thinking i knew what love was


i believe: in the truth of the gospel and families forever and happiness


i dance: with my boys to loud crazy music


i sing: all the time, shower, while dancing, and especially in the car (with cranked up music when no kids)


i don’t always: floss (first thing that came to mind)


i argue: with my husband daily...but we love each other crazy



i lose: and chris always wins


i wish: upon a star


i listen: all the time...have an ear and a shoulder



i don't understand: so many things


i can usually be found:with my kiddos



i am scared: of losing a family member


i need: sleep


i forget: where i left my keys


i am happy: everyday whether i know it or not